Turning around and not looking back

It's time to start over. New journal, new determination, new attitude, and so hopefully new writings. I will not let depression, anger, and stress take over my life. It's time to break that pattern and cycle...I know this isn't going to be a one time miracle...although it might be if God is willing...However, this is my first step to saying that I will not be bound by my past. I am not bound by the chains of my old self. I am a new creation (however in process that might be...)...but the one thing I know for sure. I refuse to go in circles like that...I am willing with all of my heart to break this holding pattern and hold onto my God with all that I have. For who else can get me through this? Whom do I have but You? Enough is enough. I am tempted to berate myself for being so self-absorbed but I'm not going to. What has happened has already happened. I can change nothing about my past, but I have a choice about my future...and I will give it wholly and fully over to the King of Kings, the God of all creation. He is life. He is hope. And He is love. I've had enough. I want a clean slate and I'm not looking back.