I think I've been bothered this weekend ever since my Friday evening experience and Saturday morning experience. And I'm not particularly looking forward to seeing those girls again in class....I guess I just wish I had more time to process and recover. And the title of this post is harder said than done...However, on the other hand I am grateful for the passage of time...it forces me to stop licking my wounds and get back on my feet...But really, every fiber of my being just wants to be alone because I'm tired...Making new friends and trying to form friendships with people that you just don't click with is tiring and difficult. And I'm tired...
A song: Although in this song, "our love" is seen to refer to Christians' love towards the world, today, I also see the flip side. People will also see Christ through our love for each other and through how well we work together. And at this moment, when I feel absolutely no love at all for my fellow sisters in Christ, perhaps if I just pray...for unity, for love...the love will come and God will help me with that.
We are one in the Spirit, we are one in the Lord,
We are one in the Spirit, we are one in the Lord,
And we pray that all unity may one day be restored...
We will walk with each other, we will walk hand in hand,
we will walk with each other we will walk hand in hand,
and together we'll spread the news that God is in our land.
And they'll know we are Christian by our love, by our love
Yes, they'll know we are Christians by our love...
Man this touched me right in my heart. Being that I suck at blog posting, I think that it is great that you have posted exactly what is on my heart.
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